Friends, I have decided to close the first chapter of my story, I think it did what it was supposed to do…  The story was deeply personal and in many ways simply too much to share in this way.  I learned more about myself by writing these pages than just about anything I have ever done, but it was a traumatic and horrifying experience.

I’m mostly back in my own skin now, or back on the planet, or something.  At the very least my insanity has abated to a point where it may again be just a part of me rather than my whole freaking existence.

The next writing project is to tell the story of how I cam to follow the path I do.  The actual story of awakening…

This will not hurt as much, I promise, and may even lead to healing for all…

Much love and gratitude,

He Helps Them